You tell me to wait.... So I do.
You tell me to wait patiently... This part is more than difficult.
I don't want to manage something wasted when it I am certain that it is not Your will.
Yet, I find myself to desiring that path even though I am already told of its destruction, so therefore, I know its consequence.
I wish not to compromise, and yet I am flesh.
I want to stand firm, and yet I feel as though I am sinking...
Sinking into the unknown.
This troubles me.
I am troubled.
Please come quickly Daddy. Deliver this heart from its deep anguish.
Love,
Ava
And ofcourse You remind me even when I am suffering with my itunes on shuffle .. that Christ is my Solid Rock always...all other ground is sinking sand.. I have no one/where else to run to.
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