Friday, November 20, 2009

Rapid Change.

A couple of weeks ago I found out that my father is moving to Colorado. When I went home to visit, I saw the for sale sign posted in the front yard, and my heart sank. The house I have lived in since I was born will soon be in the hands of the next mysterious family that decides to buy it. It is overwhelming, sad, and seriously taking place too soon.
Daddy moves on December 28th , which means I have to find someone to babysit my cat Boo Boo until I can get an apartment this summer. I love my cat. I have had him since he was a baby, so he is seriously like my baby. Every time I come home he jumps up to give me a hug and a kiss. I can not bear the fact of giving him away. I am praying that God will make a way for him. I know that sounds nonsensical, but I am firm believer that animals play an integral part in human life.
I know everything will work out, but right now it seems like everything in my life is like a tornado. I am ready for it to end and for things to fall into place as they should be.
"Whatever You're doing inside of me, it feels like chaos but somehow there's peace."

Abba Daddy,
Please help me to remain strong even though I don't fully comprehend why things are going the way they are. Help me to trust in You and lean not on my own understanding, but to look to You and know that You are bigger than the tornados that stir my life. I know You are mighty, and I know You are faithful. Your love is steadfast and eternal. You will finish the good work You have started in me, and You will give me the grace to complete Your will.
I love You, I love You, I love You. Stay close to my heart, and let me feel Your presence every second of my life, dear Father.
In Your precious Son's holy name,
Amen

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